Oh man. This is like waiting for college acceptance letters all over again. I can't stop checking my email and then refreshing it 20 times in a row. I'm on the edge. I don't know what changed my mind a couple months ago at that fateful BYU football game, or what made me want this so bad, but now I do. It's now the most important thing to me. I guess it's the fact that as much as think I can, I can't handle change as well I would like. And this would be a comforting, secure thing as I embark into a new phase of life.