a song for a heart so big

Freaking out here, guys.
I haven't played in 6 months. And I've lost almost everything.

30 minutes left till I embark to ward choir.
30 minutes left till I play my clarinet in front of everyone.
30 minutes left till I play in front of my enormously musically talented ward choir.
30 minutes left till I regret that I signed up for this.
30 minutes left till the judgments start flowing.

I'm scared out of my mind.
But in the end, it's okay.
Because it's only 30 minutes till my heart is healed.


  1. Um, if my memory serves me right you sounded better than me on Saturday. You'll do great!

  2. And certainly better than I sounded at Homecoming! Phew! That wasn't pretty haha.

  3. Emileigh Norling you are filled with lies. Lots and lots of lies.
    And Nick. I didn't play at Homecoming.